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Old Feb 10, 2009, 06:29 PM
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Hi all.
I haven't been on this part of the forums very much, and I'm very sorry that I can't offer support here very much, because I'm afraid it might trigger me.
While I'm here, sending you all hugs, and reminding you you ARE worth it, and you do NOT deserve hurt and pain.

Also, I want to make a promise that I'm going to try as hard as I can not to si. I've been getting some urges again, and want to make the promise.

Time to battle the bad. *declares war*
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Old Feb 10, 2009, 06:41 PM
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I hear you - and good on you for holding out on the urge to SI -
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Old Feb 10, 2009, 07:33 PM
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Sounds like a good decision to avoid the triggers.
I've been fighting urges too - you're not alone!
hang in there.....
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Old Feb 10, 2009, 08:05 PM
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Old Feb 11, 2009, 07:52 PM
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(((((turqoisesea)))))) in your corner
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Old Feb 12, 2009, 08:57 PM
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I'm sorry that I let everyone down
I just couldnt deal with all the triggers all day every day plus no one to come home to , knowing he's hurting and knowing I'll be alone long time
So many triggers in hospitals.

I ... don't know how to hold onto me
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Old Feb 12, 2009, 09:53 PM
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(((sea))) you've let no one down, we all have our own current limits and we expand our abilities in time.. for now take care of you and know that inside is a person who cares enough to try
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Old Feb 12, 2009, 09:56 PM
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(((((((((((((turquoisesea))))))))))))

You didn't let anyone down, ever.
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Old Feb 13, 2009, 03:27 AM
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you're just human - we try as hard a we can and somtimes we win and sometimes we dont - the important thing is that we keep on trying
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts
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Making a promise to all of you
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet
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Old Feb 14, 2009, 04:40 AM
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It's a hard battle to fight... all of us know that much. But, pick yourself up from this fall and keep fighting. You haven't lost the battle.... and most importantly, you'll win. You're a strong person.
Hope today is better for you
Molly
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Old Feb 14, 2009, 10:16 AM
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Old Feb 15, 2009, 08:35 AM
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thanks everyone
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((everyone))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I think I'll be better in next few days, bf back from hospital at least for now, which is where tons of triggers were coming from.

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Old Feb 15, 2009, 10:17 AM
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take it in small doses when needed ((sea)))) dont take too much in at one time and then you are able to see the individual raindrops in every storm..
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