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Legendary
Member Since Oct 2004
Location: usa
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AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!! I am so freakin' stupid. i have been so triggered lately. last night i bought gauze and medical tape. i took 2 razorblades from the office in our store (blades for our box cutters). I cut so deep. any deeper and i would probably have had to get stitches.....funny thing is- it didn't hurt AT ALL!!!! why do i have to be sooo stupid????????????????????????????????????????????????? i have an appointment w/ new pdoc on Monday...I hope he doesn't ask to see my arms. STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!
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Member Since Mar 2004
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#2
You're not stupid, you just slipped up, and lots of people do that.
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#3
Hallie, slipping is not stupid... it's just slipping. Everyone slips. It happens. You just have to try not to beat yourself up to bad and start again. Believe me.
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Legendary
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#4
i think i am just really mad at myself b/c prom is next month and i have to make sure i don't "slip up" any more before then. I hope they are healed and faded by then.
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Member Since May 2004
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#5
hey dont be so hard on yourself.... what triggered you may i ask?
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Legendary
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#6
truth is i dont know
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