[dancinglady]

Stress test us tomorrow. Will know the results and the next steps right after the test. Wondering if I will be happy with the bad news. It will mean that my painful life will be over sooner which is what I have always want red. I have been suicidial for 34 years now I will have a natural death and my pain will be gone.

I recently began experiencing pain in my abdominal & pubic areas. I previously was treated for prostate cancer. I thought perhaps it was back. Whenever something like this crops up, there is always a part of me that is hopeful the end is near... turns out I just have a kidney stone...

[Perna]

Let us know how it goes. Heart problems can cause mental problems too and vice versa. Could be they find something to help.

[gayleggg]

I thought when they found my breast cancer that my life would be over soon, however they found it early enough to cure it. I, too, have always wanted to die but I guess God isn't through with me yet. That was 12 years ago and I'm still alive. I think

[Angelique67]

Good luck and I hope your diagnosis is as good as possible.