[bashata]

hello , I suffer from the damn Lesbian porno movies when i was 15 by the internet
now i am 26 and it destroy my life and body and healthy i wanna to stop .

First age time to start watching :
15
age when it turned to Addiction:
from age 18 till now !

Why i watch porno ?
for some reasons :
1_ in our Arab tradition Community the only way to do sexual connections is by weeding and marry and i don't wanna marry i wanna be free of the damn Responsibilities o family
2_ It is forbidden to have sex without marriage in my religion and our tradition
so i start to finish the power of sex and Community in movies Porno !
3_ I know i watch Lesbian movies cause i cannot touch women in reality so i enjoy watching them with each other and this become Obsession in my reality , i mean when watch movies in tv or see two girls walking in street i imagine they lesbian and do sex ! my mind become damn freaking up thoughts |

Why i wanna stop ?
1_ cause my Weight is grow up from 71 to 110 !
2_ i suffer from damn pain in My back cause of all stress and pressure on my back bones according to Weight
3_ I stooped be sport man and be ugly shape !
4_ i failed many times in Regimen cause i watch adult 3 or 4 times weekly and
i eat a lot after watching and cum so i cannot Continue in Regimen!

I Cannot go to doctor cause it is shy i wanna stop
how ?

[kristimanilla]

I know that this may seem difficult, but sometimes to fix problems we must take extreme measures.

My first thought is maybe your religion isn't the right one for you. There are many cultures and religions out there that may be more suitable to your beliefs so that you don't have the additional stress. If that is not an option well get rid of your Internet. Extreme, yes! Again, sometimes it takes extreme measures. Additionally, you can take your computer to a store and have them block all pornographic sites. You can tell them you want to protect your kids or your family's kids from accidentally accessing one of those sites. That way if you get that urge to do it, you cannot access it.

[ponder1973]

Depending on where you live, dropping Islam can be a death sentence.

Look up SA. There may be a chance they can help you. It will take a lot of work and faith on your part. You have to be willing to give up lust in all forms permanently. They also define "sober" as no sex of any kind outside of marriage.

There are other groups geared toward breaking sexual addiction. If SA doesn't work for you, try finding some of the other groups.

Perhaps you may find relief by refocusing your attention. I have overcome similar addictions in my own life. Insanity has been said to be defined in this manner, "Repeating the same things, expecting different results". I took that to heart.

I had continually been bound by fleshly, physical things that were destroying me emotionally and physically. I refocused my attention to the underlying, "root" cause- emotional wounds and emptiness- and I soon grew in my own spiritual depth. This has really helped me to experience freedom from things that were only detrimental to my mental and physical health.

I am currently free from all that once had controlled me. Perhaps you could also benefit from a 180 turn. If your problems manifest themselves physically, perhaps rearranging your priorities to face a different direction could benefit your overall well-being.

Start something new in your life to get your mind off of it. Something to distract you from your consuming lusts. Cleanse your memories of all that has been stored there by starving yourself of additional incoming stimuli that would contribute to your problem.

This works well for some people struggling with addiction, but not all. Abstinence is the most immediate life-changing choice one can make, and completely effective; but not always practical to someone like me who was really bound.

If you find you cannot yet stop completely, create strong boundaries for yourself. Limit your indulgence, and perhaps that may help you to wean yourself off of this life-consuming obsession little by little. How do you eat an elephant? One bite at a time my friend. Once that elephant is gone, you will be free to "eat" healthy things that benefit your growth and health in life.

Update us with how you are handling this my friend. I wish you the best and I hope you find healing and recovery from this en-shackling condition my friend. Sincerely, Glinda Gail

[hamster-bamster]

Originally Posted by bashata

hello , I suffer from the damn Lesbian porno movies when i was 15 by the internet
now i am 26 and it destroy my life and body and healthy i wanna to stop .

First age time to start watching :
15
age when it turned to Addiction:
from age 18 till now !

Why i watch porno ?
for some reasons :
1_ in our Arab tradition Community the only way to do sexual connections is by weeding and marry and i don't wanna marry i wanna be free of the damn Responsibilities o family
2_ It is forbidden to have sex without marriage in my religion and our tradition
so i start to finish the power of sex and Community in movies Porno !
3_ I know i watch Lesbian movies cause i cannot touch women in reality so i enjoy watching them with each other and this become Obsession in my reality , i mean when watch movies in tv or see two girls walking in street i imagine they lesbian and do sex ! my mind become damn freaking up thoughts |

Why i wanna stop ?
1_ cause my Weight is grow up from 71 to 110 !
2_ i suffer from damn pain in My back cause of all stress and pressure on my back bones according to Weight
3_ I stooped be sport man and be ugly shape !
4_ i failed many times in Regimen cause i watch adult 3 or 4 times weekly and
i eat a lot after watching and cum so i cannot Continue in Regimen!

I Cannot go to doctor cause it is shy i wanna stop
how ?

I do not understand your message. I mean, I understand why you watch porno and I am totally fine with that, but if you are 26 you oughta weigh more than 110 lbs! Or are you talking about kilos? This is mostly an American site so when numbers are used by themselves, we first assume that people mean American measurements - Fahrenheits, pounds, feet and inches.