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Location: CA, USA.
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I'm a transvestive /crossdresser bi-male addicted to autoeroticism and **** sex. I like to dress up as a hood street hooker grrr and go to gay clubs. I go into the bathroom and have **** sex with men for free. Sometimes the guys pay me. It can get crazy when I'm in a motel with 5 or more men. Sometimes have sex in public as an exhibitionist, so add that to the f*cking mix.
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*Beth*, Yaowen
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I had a friend who lived the kind of life you describe. He moved away a long time ago. I am not sure how he viewed his life. From conversations he seemed to have had mixed feelings. Mixed feelings seem to be part of the human condition. He was a very kind person and generous and a very unique individual. I learned many things from him. Since my English is not that good, I am not sure how you view your life. It is surely very clear in your post, but my mastery of English is poor.
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Bill3
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Member Since Nov 2022
Location: United Kingdom
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It does sound like you are addicted. However you have not mentioned how this is affecting you. Is it that so much of your time is taken due to this addiction? Are you no longer "wanting" to do it, but feel as though you "need" to do it instead? Do you want to stop and change?
The only thing that I can see that could get you in legal trouble is "sex in public as an exhibitionist" so you may want to at least try "urge surfing" with that issue. Urge surfing is when you get the "urge" to do something, acknowledge the urge is there, but then carry on with what you were already doing and not act on the urge. |
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*Beth*, Bill3
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Member Since Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
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I like what procrastonator posted.
Where in Calif are you? I'd love to sit down over coffee and discuss your concerns (I'm joking. Unless I'm not). Is the problem that you feel guilty about what you're doing? As long as you are not having exhibitionist-tic sex where underage people have ANY chance (even the tiniest chance) of seeing you, and as long as NO being of any kind is being hurt against its will...gosh, I am thinking you're in good company. Unless you're in Bakersfield (sorry ). You sound like you have the potential to be a fabulous entertainer. Is there any chance of that, doing some of what you do as a paid position? Please - as long as everyone involved is an adult, don't beat up on yourself, Willcat. Be proud that you are carrying the torch for so, so many who have come before you and deserve to be recognized for the beautiful people you are. __________________ |
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