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Nanamiau
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Trig Oct 07, 2024 at 04:49 PM
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I have OCD and have been in therapy for years, but what bothers me is my porn addiction. I have seen TRULY disgusting things, and I mean the most grotesque and vile things anyone can imagine. I can't forgive myself at all, because there were terrible things I saw, and recently I was on a porn site, everything was normal and you know, regular porn, until, I came across a specific porn and I looked and I saw that in a general context, It was what I was looking for, but there was a character (It wasn't with real people),
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and I was morrified and almost vomited. I feel really bad, and been thinking about ending my life because that wasn't the worst thing I've seen, and I got such a good life and family, but I am a monstrous pervert, a horrible person.

Last edited by bluekoi; Oct 08, 2024 at 10:34 AM.. Reason: Add trigger icon and code.
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