[Junerain]

But I am drawn to men who are mysterious and hard to get/understand..and I CRAVE sex everytime I go to a bar (like tonight..) I aggressively seek out men and have sex with them, really, really good sex, the kind I learned from a man I dated last year.

I think with a one track mind, I see a man and I have now had sex with so many, my mind goes straight to what the sex would be like, I often feel I can get anyone, it,s like a power trip, and the actual sex is soooo releasing, and I know men are like this more than women are..but I guess I am just a very sexual woman, it has become a part of me..

I wonder if I could ever settle down like part of me longs to do...but it feels like I am on a roller coaster ride and cannot get off..

It did feel really good tonight, I guess as long as I'm not in a relationship there is nothing stopping me..

It's just different, any women out there who also love and crave sex to this point I am at?

[chantavanna]

I felt this way before I got married. Luckily, my marriage calmed me down and although I sometimes start to feel this way again -- I know that I could never ever ever cheat on my husband.

I also think back on my sexual escapades and now realize they happened when I was manic -- and not when I was thinking clearly.

[Rhapsody]

May I ask? - Are you using sex as a drug - your way of getting high and feeling better from with in?

[jennilyn0512]

Nothing stopping you just because you're not in a relationship?
Maybe, maybe not.
Obviously, you are feeling that there is something unhealthy about what you are doing or you wouldn't have posted.
What do you get out of these sexual encounters?

What are you missing that you are trying to get from your behaviors? Are you getting it?

If you give up this side of you, what could you gain?

What could you lose?