I went on a DATE!

Good job you did! AW I'm so happy for you skip. Let us know how it goes whern you next see him! X

My parents want to meet him in order to let him come over to our house, so tonight we're celebrating my birthday and he's coming over for dinner.

Oh the tension...I can't wait till he gets here!

Good luck! I'm sure things will go wonderfully.

That gives me a slight twinkle of hope that I can one day date again.

How do I know if I'm in love? I really like him but I don't have googly eyes for him and I've never been in love before so I don't know what it feels like.

Going out clubbing with him tonight.

Woo let us know how it went! What do your parents think of him? X

Yeah! We want all the juicy details!

We went to a local nightclub that opened within the past month. Every night is a different theme and tonight's theme was Top 40 hits. The night club opens at 9, though it is a restaurant in the day, and goes until 1:30 depending on how the night goes. Since it was only Wednesday, there was only 20-30 people in the bar area playing beer pong, the dance floor was empty all night, and there was a little nook in the very back of the club for the two of us with pool tables that we played all night and had pizza. He ordered me a shirley temple and then later, since nobody was watching us back there, he ordered me an AMF (Adios Mother F*cker) which is a blue drink with four different alcohols in it. I've been dying to try it because the last time I went to a club everyone was drinking it, and it tasted like very smooth tequila. The drink made me very tired (and crabby) due to the lithium and zyprexa, and I felt bad because I didn't want the night to end but we left at 11:30 and he drove me home.

While we were playing pool we had a really nice conversation that wasn't just 20 questions, which was what the past three dates was like. We talked about a lot of things, we mostly talked about sex, virginity, and fetishes. He has a kinky side and is open to being either sub/dom, and he was open to my Nazi fetish and seemed aroused when he said he'd like to see me in uniform which made me SO excited. I've been really thinking to ask him to be my boyfriend. I am nervous because it's rather soon to ask (it's only been a week) and I'm afraid it might not last as my other dates only lasted three weeks, but for nearly all of last night I was the one kissing him first, and that was a personal barrier I broke because I don't kiss first unless I really like someone. He sends good morning texts at the right time and we've been talking about last night and it seems everything is going really well.

Wow, sounds like you had a nice time Doc. Good for you.

My paranoid side tells me that I have to tell you to be mindful of the drinks, especially with someone new. But that out of the way, I hope things continue to go well with you and him.

Waiting, for the update. H.N.Y. By the way. Did you spend christmas and new year together ?

Oh, I updated on another thread...

I decided to just be friends. We had two bad dates and an awkward date before I called it off. We have nothing to talk about and mostly spend our dates in awkward silence.

Oh I am sorry. But you gained a friend, and there's no hard feelings. That's all good

I think its weird how that works with connections. Some people you cant shutup with and other people you're like whhhhyyy do I feel sooooo weird

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But then you cannot be friends either - there is nothing to talk about and friends do talk. Actually, friends probably talk more than lovers.

I have a feeling we both knew we wouldn't be friends after that, neither one of us has texted each other since then.

Aw skip! <3

i feel bad... i wish it worked out as you were saying in the first pafe of this thread... but well... there is a lot of people waiting to meet you