[sanchez]

Hello,
I'm 22 years old gay and as we know now a days young people tend to masturbate a lot and watch porn. So did i. At first everything was fine, i was aroused just by seeing a naked man but with time and more porn i kinda started to get bored of it so i started to go into more kinkier stuff like different fetishes. First it was a bit brutal sex, sex outside or in public places or anything ells that was different from ordinary sex scene. But with time i wanted more and more, basically one day when i was surfing the porn sites i stumbled upon zoofilia video and as much as i would hate it, it turned me on a lot, i did look at zoofilia videos for some time but at one point i didnt want to anymore since i know how bad it is and that its just wrong. And than my problem come. Now i barely get turned on by ordinary things. My first sexual contact was when i was 18. I've never had'e any fetish kind sexual action only ordinary. When i was 19 at one point i started to loose my eraction too, and since i wanted it back i changed my life. Started to eat healthy, started to working out, stopped smoking and stopped watching porn, especially any kind of fetish porn or zoofilia. But now 3 years later i still have weary bad eraction and i barely get turned on by ordinery things and if i do fantasy about zoofilia i get turned on instantly but i don't want it, i would never go in contact with animals, i just want to be normal again. What should i do? I really don't want it.((If i think about it. when i started to go into kinky porn what aroused me was that man put or used their penis in bizzare things or put in bizzare stuff to get orgasm, and animals could be one of them and that im not really into the animals but just that they are used as bizzare sex object. But still i don't want to be arroused by it.))

[gayleggg]

Sorry you are having such a tough time. I would probably suggest a therapist. I would do my reaserch and find one that works with gays and sexual issues. It is good that you have stopped viewing internet porn of zoofilia. Because that is one of the things that your fetish would feed on. You are doing the right things by avoiding the internet and fantasy. You will recover if you work at it, but it will take time and work to get past this. Best wishes.