hello everyone,i am new to this group I have been wanting to share my dilemma for quite some time.i am a male in my mid 30's and I have a girlfriend of the same age.i have never shared this with anyone and I wanted to share my thoughts on this forum there is no easy way to say this but I am sexually attracted to my mother.i wasn't raised in a conventional household.my parents split when I was 7yo(I was an only child) and I have no contact with my father at all now.growing up my mother lived a naturist/nudist lifestyle and still does to this day growing up I shared her nudist ways but I grew out of it.i have always been attracted to her sexually seeing her nude growing up always aroused me.i remember telling her how I felt about her how I felt several times growing up and she always laughed it off.i moved out of home when I was 19yo because my attraction to her was driving me insane and still to this day when I think about sex I think about my mother even though I have had many gf's.it is hard because everytime I go around to my mother's house she is nude I know to every one else I should feel awkward and uncomfortable seeing her nude but I have a thing for my.my gf find's it uncomfortable though.i have never told any one about how I feel for my mother.does anyone have any thoughts or advice for me please?
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