So I mentioned before in the sleep/dream thread that when I was a young child 5-6 I use to have weird dreams of being sexually abused. even though I wasn't to my knowledge. anyway from around that age I also started having these BDSM type fantasies and im not really sure where that came from, fantasies of being dominated/hit/tied things like that and im not sure why at that age would I be thinking things like that, anyway im into BDSM now and it kind of makes me feel embarrassed for some reason and almost guilty. How do I stop feeling embarrassed about it.
Thanks
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