[siempre nada]

I get very turned on by fantasy rape porn. The more violent the more aroused I get, and it makes me terribly guilty. I in no way approve of real rape and the thought of me or anyone being raped in real life scares me. I was never abused sexually or molested at any point of my life so that doesn't have anything to do with it. I guess what I want to know is is it wrong of me to masturbate to such a violent despicable act even if it isn't real?

No, its' normal to fantasise about things which are not socially acceptable.

[siempre nada]

Im guessing that's sarcasm for "yes its normal to fantasize about the socially unacceptable" in which case I'm relieved. Its just a lot of my online friends (don't have irl friends) tend to be outraged that it even exists and call it foul and dehumanizing. I suppose it just got to me.

[Big Mama]

I agree with IT. It is not socially acceptable, but many things folks fantasize about are not.
That doesn't make you a lesser valuable individual. I am sorry your friends have been judgmental. We all have our quirks. I have been raped but watch pron, just not rape porn. I just don't advertise to the world abut it. We all like different things sexually and that is ok.

[siempre nada]

Oh no, i don't talk about it at all. I find myself in conversations where people would talk really badly about it. I know some places are trying to make it illegal. This is definitely a private kink, I wouldn't dare tell friends about it.

[IndieVisible]

Rape porn is the #1 form of porn in Japan, next would be teen porn. Japan has always been in to the whole rape and school girl thing and over there it is more acceptable maybe tolerable is a better word then over here where both are looked down at as perversion. Currently groping women in subways and buses and in stores is pretty big in porn over at Japan.

It's definitely the adrenaline thing, the power and excitement. I think society mostly defines what is acceptable and what isn't, but that doesn't effect how individual people feel.

[LiteraryLark]

IT said it perfectly. There's a ton of fantasies out there, many of them are not at all socially acceptable. In the BDSM community, there are fandoms circled around rape scenes. And even vanilla couples like to try out role-playing. Since you clearly have no interest in real-life rape, your fantasies are quite normal.

[Harley47]

As long as it's a fantasy and the lines are never blurred, I wouldn't worry so much about it. IT pretty much summed it up quite well.

[Melmo]

I could have written your post, I'm the exact same way .

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[Doomsday]

Originally Posted by Harley47

As long as it's a fantasy and the lines are never blurred, I wouldn't worry so much about it. IT pretty much summed it up quite well.

^What Harley said.

[FaithlessCat]

A lot of my fantasies are very Dark and involve Rape, Torture etc. I feel the reason for them in my case is I've become so emotionally numb and I'm married to a very mild mannered man that I need to 'feel' something
I'm such a strong willed person but I want to feel not in control, to be able to let my control go, but the only way that would happen is if it was forced.
I've learned not to feel bad about the fantasies they only time they became a problem was when I spent ALL my time acting them out through Second Life and neglecting my real life.