When I hear people talk about sex it makes me angry ....
Angry because I don't enjoy it
Angry because it hurts ( physical)
Angry because it dose not turn me on
Angry because I feel nothing (Emotional )
Angry because I don't like anyone ( men or woman ) touching me anywhere
on my body
I don't even like hugs let alone kissing
I don't like it when people I use to work with talked about sex all the time
I don't like it when men or woman feel they can control me to do sex acts on them !
I hate the fact my fear silence me

[seraphic]

I don't have any advice to offer, but I feel that often, and I know how it hurts.

[Big Mama]

Nature, everything you describe is how I feel about sex to. I just don't get what is so wonderful about it.

I have a past history of of sexual abuse. I think that is why I feel the way I do. Has something similar happened to you. Just curious.

Yes .. I never got a chance to want to have sex instead I was forced or manipulated by it so now I don't have a healthy sexual life . At one point I was confused at my sex attraction to men or woman . It started at an early age. I been with both sexes and I did not enjoy it I felt more like I just wanted to get it over with .

[Big Mama]

I never enjoy sx. It feels like I am being used. I an doing something someone else wants me to do, not something that benefits me. I give what makes someone else happy though it makes me sad or leaves me felling used. I have been this way forever. I have been married for 20 years. Even after being married to the same person that long I still feel used.

Yes I feel the same