Frustration

Okay, it has been a long day for me today, up at six; places to go people to see and things to do. I have been on and off checking who is in chat or checking on different posts, even replied to a couple of posts today. I have been kicking it to some great music, just put on some relaxing Spanish guitar music to enjoy with my hot cup of tea.
My problem is that I have been cruising the web too, haven't completely jumped onto a porn site but I might as well have. Been searching all sorts of naughty little videos in my search engine, started with looking up panties, went to camel toe and then it snow balled.
I have a great new friendship going on now and we email/text each other, but she has been busy today, which is great, I am not the center of the universe. I just think if I were talking to her I wouldn't be feeling so frustrated and I would have something to do.
I even did something I haven't done in a week and perused the Craigslist ads in my area. Not answering anyone but just looking to find something fun to look at. I don't know if it is possible but I feel my libido went into overdrive for some dumb reason today, just to screw with me.
It isn't like I haven't had a piece in a while or anything like that, my ex-fiance and I broke off at the end of July and I was getting it regularly. Plus I had a good old fashioned romp with a friend a couple times last week.
But I am still horny as all get out, this stinks. I have pulled the plug, twice today, which I hardly ever have to do. It isn't that I am disgusted with myself. I am a sexual creature, I enjoy everything that there is about sex with anyone. I guess right now I just needed a good place to vent, this frustration. Thank you all for listening, have a good night. signing off hah (horny as h...)

I go through phases like that myself; where I'm wound tighter than a drum. Must ... release ... poison. :P

As I've gotten older I notice it more, but it's always been that way. Maybe a few days where I'm good without sex, but then just horny as heck for a few days and then back to normal. I always assumed it was just rising and waning testosterone levels.