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I posted before somehow, it wasn't easy but I posted about my addiction to pornography, if you haven't read it plz do before replying it may help you understand this topic too. I'm 17 and a male so hormones are kicking me all over. When I masturbate I regret it because of my thoughts, the porn, and most of all the lusting it brings. I'm always so suicidal that realseing endorphins( spelled right?) seems a must, I'm often lusting 24/7 about sexual things , becuase I feel i dunno it'd maybe make me happy? I also wonna say if I someday do marry someone and they died or god for bid both they divorced me I'd never remarry because to me that ceremony is only good for 1 time, im so rambling...im so depresed im sry
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(((( Moonkin ))))))
Its so totally normal especially at your age to have raging hormones. If you're concerned that its an addiction, there is help out there for it, just like there is help for any other addiction. Try not to worry about things so far off in the future....thinking about someone you might marry and loose is putting all kinds of fear into you right now and its all fear of the future......I'm worried for you Moonkin.....are you seeing a therapist or anything for your depression? __________________ |
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Raynaadi said: (((( Moonkin )))))) Its so totally normal especially at your age to have raging hormones. If you're concerned that its an addiction, there is help out there for it, just like there is help for any other addiction. Try not to worry about things so far off in the future....thinking about someone you might marry and loose is putting all kinds of fear into you right now and its all fear of the future......I'm worried for you Moonkin.....are you seeing a therapist or anything for your depression? </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> Well I've been to 5 therapists 6 going on Thursday, and about a dozen meds.....im scared |
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oh moonkin......my heart bleeds for you....17 is such a difficult time without all the mental health issues........the pornography?...pretty normal for a young man..it will pass..........but i'm so happy that you are dealing with your issues at such a young age.....once you find the right meds and therapy.....you'll feel so much better.....i waited way too long to get help and wasted many years..........you WILL find love because you are so lovable in spite of all your problems........!!!.......i care........
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Oooh Butterflylady said it perfectly Moonkin......listen to her, she's wise!!
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can you give a reason why you go form one therapist to another? hwy you don`t find them helpful?
do you feel this "addiciton" as you call it, effect your life in a negative way? |
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