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Hey I have know I liked guys from like 12 I would say maybe younger alwyas going to my room looking at hot guys naked and gay porn like tom Dailey his abs amazing mostly gay porn even when I got my first laptop it was like built into my brian didn't look at straight porn or girls just looked at guys gay porn maybe a few straight porn but always looked at the guys and there ****'s. I'm 16 now soon 17 and I would say I havent been questioning my sexuality but well i still like guys find them hot and attractive then I have had thoughts about women sexually i dont like them they don't turn me on i dont see myself with one I don't feel an urge to have sex with women i do with guys they don't give me that same feeling I do when I thought of guys. And yes I know not everyone is 100% gay but I just want these thouhts to stop I even look at straight porn and girls they don't do anything for me I need to stop this because I think this isn't helping me at all? So if I can get some opinions and maybe some help that would be great

Hello Christopher234: It appears this may be your first post here on PC. So... welcome to PsychCentral... from the Skeezyks! I hope you find the time you spend here to be of benefit.

Personally, I would say you're still very young & your sexual orientation is, perhaps, still evolving. From what you wrote it sounds like you may be gay. But this may or may not be the last word on the subject, as they say.

My suggestion here is to simply stop watching porn gay, straight, or otherwise. I guess perhaps my age & prejudices are showing here. But it just seems to me all porn watching does is to stoke fires that don't need to be stoked. At your age your hormones are already raging. Watching porn is just throwing gasoline on a fire that's already raging!

Watching porn can also become an addiction. Individuals have lost their partners / spouses & their livelihoods as a result of being addicted to porn. Look for some of the sad Threads, here on PC, written by members who are struggling with being addicted to watching porn or by partners / spouses. At least some porn is exploitative of the people you're watching. And some is even illegal (at least where I live...) Is it really worth it to be spending your time watching it? If you can, simply shut down the porn faucet & focus on other aspects of your young life. Let your sexual orientation develop gradually, naturally, as you grow. You have time to figure this out. I wish you well...

What is it exactly that bothers you about having any sexual thoughts about girls? This is what I would want to explore further.