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am 6 weeks post partum and was diagnosed with OCD a week ago. Well two nights ago my obsessive theme changed while my SO was showing me a video of a trans girl that was like 14. Well the thought "what if. Was trans" or something if they sort crossed my mind and j have been obsessing about it since yesterday and I am FREAKING OUT. I have never questioned my gender and have always loved being s girl and doing girly things. This feels so real and gives me so much anxiety. It would ruin my life. I have the best boyfriend and daughter and I just can't even believe I'm going through this. Is this just OCD or transgender?

It could be OCD - homosexual OCD exists, not surrpised that gender identity OCD can also exist. You might find this blog informative - https://letsqueerthingsup.com/2016/0...nder-identity/

Some folks with OCD – particularly those with the pure obsessional form – find themselves obsessing about sexual orientation or gender identity. Imagine a straight person completely tormented by the idea of being gay (or a gay person obsessed with being straight), or a transgender person, like me, spending hours and hours in a panic, obsessed with the idea of being cisgender (and, yes, vice versa).