I have what is most likely gender dysphoria. I am male and am in my upper 60s. I live with something like a demon all my life which caused my self harm which resulted in urinary and fecal incontinence. It has really happened to me. But the demon entity attacks my sex as well both physically and psychologically. I do have physical damage but this thing insists that I want to be a woman. It may be a little like multiple personalities with me being one, the demon being another and Sarah the personality the demon created for me to become. Now that I am here I am going to try to really be Sarah. I want to see if being a waman is self harm or if I am actually liberating myself. Please call me Sarah! I do love the name and it may very well be that Sarah is who I am. Im here to talk about all my issues especially about being a woman. Hoping to meet lots of people who can give good advice on this subject. Thanks.

[Skeezyks]

Hi Sarah: Thanks for posting this. (By the way, you mentioned you're in your upper 60's. I'm 72!) I had written you a whole long reply. Then I lost my internet connection & everything I had written dissolved into cyberspace. And unfortunately I don't have the fortitude to re-create it all.

My personal messaging system, here on PC, is locked out. (I'm a reclusive old troll.) But if you wanted to talk about GID-related issues at-length (I've struggled with this my entire life) let me know in a reply here in this thread & I will open my PM system so we can "talk". Best wishes...

Yeah, I'd love that. This is all so new to me and the feelings are so strong. I just feel like shouting it to the world. Kinda late though isn't it. But better late than never. So please do get to n touch. I'm such a novice at being a girl. I need to learn so much. Thanks a lot.

Sarah