[Mountaindewed]

And I know I’ll most likely need to see a doctor but I’ll just say what’s going on.

These last few weeks it’s been really painful to masturbate and then afterwards I start bleeding a good amount. This morning it was so painful I couldn’t even get off. I had to give up while still being super horny and I just ended up frustrated.

I did mention it to my female therapist. She said I needed to tell my doctor. My doctor is a male and I feel weird talking about this kind of stuff with a guy even if he is a doctor. So I chickened out and didn’t tell him. Also he’ll probably tell me to go to the gynecologist and I’d rather have dental work done then go there.

But I’m not sure if I should be concerned about this or not.... and I don’t want to talk to my mom about it because I don’t tell her any of this stuff.

I googled it but basically all it said is it’s either nothing to worry about or it’s incredibly serious. Googling medical stuff can be useless and scary at the same time.