[SprinkL3]

I wish there were no sexual organs.

Sexual organs repulse me.

I can't deal with it.

I cried in the past, and tried it, so I can honestly say I've never liked it. Neither with a man nor a woman.

I wish there were a group of humans who elected to get a no-sex change, and to have all their sexual organs electively removed. I'd be in that group. I'd rather be a non-sexual (asexual) human. I'm done with sexualizing gender, or even sexualizing non-binary humans. The body parts repulse me.

I wish nonsexual aliens from outer space comingled with us. I wish we were just known as Earthlings.

I'm just grossed out.

[Yaowen]

I think I can understand where you are coming from. Sometimes I have had similar thoughts.

[SprinkL3]

Thank you, Yaowen.

[SprinkL3]

Also, I don't mean to shame people (including myself) for having human sexual organs. My desires are just raw desires - and very honest - regardless if they are based on preferences or my past traumas. I don't want to be forced to liking human sexual organs and therefore being forced to be sexual, forced to being heterosexual, or forced to being conservative just because it doesn't "appear normal." I want to be accepted for where I'm at, even if I never change or never want to change this area.