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Apr 17, 2009 at 06:10 PM
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Anyone ever feel like this ??
When i was a child i used to try to masturbate like i was a man , with different objects and seemingly enjoyed it . Anyway i havent done this in a long time , but today in T things came up about whether or not anyone ever did girly things with me as a child . Which brought up a lot of stuff that wasnt addressed when i was a child, like puberty and all that came with it . Many times over the course of our relationship i have told T that i dont like thinking of myself as a woman ect ( yes i was a csa victim) . So after T today i came home with all this crap on my mind and had this need to stand up to pee . I dont know why . I dont think i have an underlying desire to be a man or anything , but sometimes i really hate girly things . |
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Apr 17, 2009 at 06:14 PM
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Is it possible that you hate girly things because of the sexual abuse you suffered as a young girl.... hence rejecting the female you are because you felt that the abuse would not have happened to you if you were a male child?
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Apr 18, 2009 at 07:48 PM
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I cant believe that i posted this !!!!!! Just saw it for the first time
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Apr 19, 2009 at 08:11 PM
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Hon it is totally ok to post this here! Although you might feel a bit strange for posting it, we are all here to help you sort things out! We want to support you. If you ask me, theres nothing really strange about it at all. It could be because of a number of things. Its certainly something you could talk about in therapy or discuss here with us
 Maybe we can help you to figure out why.I won't lie - I have tried to pee standing up! why? Because i was curious to see what it would be like. Let me tell you it didn't go well..  Whatever the reason, it is simply a part of you. 
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Jun 07, 2009 at 09:10 PM
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just in case you ever have the need to pee standing up, pull your pants all the way, face toilet, lean forward with your hands on the wall, hips forward, aim and shoot. No mess and no one has to know. ;-)
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Jun 13, 2009 at 10:42 AM
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http://p-standingup.com/ It can kinda understand your fetish in a way ... sometimes during masturbation it really likes as the clitoris gets swollen visualizing it becoming fully engorged and erect like a penis. The "bigger" it gets during this time the more deliciously insane the orgasm will be; in some cases you can work yourself up into feeling like you literally fire off like a guy would.  But, nothing sexual bes taboo for Moriah (Malady). 
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Jun 14, 2009 at 12:48 AM
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Interesting - and here I thought I had seen it all. WOW! |
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Sep 07, 2009 at 02:53 PM
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I have to say that I found that site and attached video strangely arousing....
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Sep 09, 2009 at 03:43 AM
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There are several similar products, including Go Girl and P-Mate. But with practice, you can do it without any special equipment:
How to Urinate Standing Up as a Female I used to know another URL that gives similar instructions, but I can't find it. __________________ Maven If I had a dollar for every time I got distracted, I wish I had some ice cream. Equal Rights Are Not Special Rights  |
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