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I just had a dream last nite that had all of these people from my past and some of my family and friends. The whole thing was quite emotional. I end up going to a friend home and this boy that used to be mean to me shows up with some more kids that picked on me he is still being mean but I try to stand up for myself and tell him if he dsnt quit it ill knock his head into the wall and if I can't I will get someone to do itfor me. He wasn't phased and went on to this backyard concert that was going on. I talk to one girl I shld have known but dnt know her name and she said there never was anything wrong with you and gives me her phone number and for awhile I fret that I have put it in my address book with the wrong name. I finnaly leave my friends bcz its too uncomfortable with that guy there. It goes into me running into my cuz that I do run into periodically. We dnt talk much in real life. And in my dream I run into her(she Is all dressed in a wedding gown) and she acts as if I ruined her whole day just by me saying hello. So I ask why she hates me but she just goes into this building. My aunt(her mother) comes around the corner and says something but I dnt remember. So I speed off on a bike to an old friends and my cuz shows up in regular clothes and we have a talk I ask her when she started hating me and she said probably 2nd grade and how she was told it was rough for my family out on the farm. I replied that it was tuff (I start to cry) lots of things were happening around then but that is when support wld have been nice ( she starts to cry to) then it seemed we cme to a mutual agreement about being ok with her not hating me