[AtreyuFreak]

I only just remembered that I've been having roughly the same dream, on and off, for several years now.

When I was 15, I was in and out of a mental hospital for several months. Especially after each discharge, I'd start having dreams that centered around either me going back there or going back and leaving before I was ready.

One that I remember the most: I went back, but there was a new patient in my old room. They had no empty rooms for me, and I got the feeling they were trying to get me to leave (which makes no sense--normally its the opposite). I even remember that in the bathroom, there was no toilet, just that hole in the ground that the toilet goes on top of. It was very, very strange. Then my parents came and took me away and I started freaking out because I didn't have my anxiety meds and they were planning on driving to somewhere several hours away and wouldn't go home. My brother was also in the car, which agitated me much, much more.

Obviously these dreams reveal my underlying fear that I'll be sent back any day (which is ridiculous, because at this point there's no reason to be). I'm sure that other things could be interpreted from this, but I have no experience in analyzing dreams. Any ideas?