[izzyfg2000]

I always have pretty vivid dreams, and I always have pretty absurd ones too. But the dream i had last night was weird on another level. Like scary weird. Confusing weird. I remember only being able to see my arms, like i was looking down at them. It was all blurry around me, and i had a feeling of sadness. It was a feeling i knew well, but suddenly a knife was in my hand, and i cut myself. Once, a small cut, near my wrist...I've done cut myself on my wrist before, and i stopped before it got too out of hand, but ive been having urges ever since i stopped. That day, I felt like so many things were prompting self harm and I felt confused and overwhelmed. The scariest part about the dream though, was that i actually felt pain. A sharp pain that i felt right where i got hurt. When I woke up, I felt sore there, just like i did after i cut myself before. This scared me, because of how much of a strange coincidence it was with everything that had happened the day before, and because of how vivid it was. Has anyone had dreams like this before, that have to do with a serious topic that's happened to you before? Or that your dream was freakishly vivid? Im legitimately frightened...

[avlady]

I have dreams where i have actually died all different kinds of ways, and i actually felt the pain like you did too. i know it is most likely from my meds, as i never really brought this subject up with anyone before. I am on 8 different meds my dreams are either hilarious but mostly scarry like terrified scarry. I also dream im composing music, doing long math equations, dancing ice skating all the stuff i know i could never do in the real world. also i design dresses in my dreams too which seems funny to me because i took a sewing class and the skirt was so funny and uneven like the rest of the stuff i made in that class. Sometimes i hate waking up if i'm having a great dream which means im dreaming of an old lover i never got over. such a disappointment in some ways but i am happily married now.