[grandmaof2angels]

I haven't posted much since being here, and I would like to see if anybody can tell me what this one dream is over and over and over. It is I'm in my grandmothers hospital room where she has died, and my cousin comes in with her so called boyfriend, and I fly off the handle, screaming and yelling, and really loosing control going after the guy, wanting him to get out of the room, the hospital, and the world. But when she died and we was in the hospital room and she came in with him, I didn't really do anything but feel alot of hatred toward him and my cousin, and really started blameing them for her death inside my head because of some things that had happened for months with them and my grandma. Any idea's really why I think that he killed my grandma and hold it against my cousin because she had him there at their house? Any feed back?

[imatter2]

HI Grandmaof2,

not knowing the background history a little more, I couldn't even dare to hazard a guess - but I didn't want to read without replying. I hope someone with more insight stumbles in and can help.

[Gojamadar]

Originally Posted by grandmaof2angels

I haven't posted much since being here, and I would like to see if anybody can tell me what this one dream is over and over and over. It is I'm in my grandmothers hospital room where she has died, and my cousin comes in with her so called boyfriend, and I fly off the handle, screaming and yelling, and really loosing control going after the guy, wanting him to get out of the room, the hospital, and the world. But when she died and we was in the hospital room and she came in with him, I didn't really do anything but feel alot of hatred toward him and my cousin, and really started blameing them for her death inside my head because of some things that had happened for months with them and my grandma. Any idea's really why I think that he killed my grandma and hold it against my cousin because she had him there at their house? Any feed back?

Hi,
These are simply waking dreams. The subconscious often uses anger and frustration as waking agents near morning.
However it is obvious that you feel some animousity towards your cousin and her boyfriend. Your subconscious is making good use of it!