[Pele]

For the past 3 months I have had the same dream of a certain someone. And as sick or gross as it may sound it’s of my kinda cute maths teacher, (who’s 28 and married). These dreams featured him but in different situations, they're kinda long so I’ll only say the 1st one, plus it’s the most frequent.

Dream 1)

We are in a plane and were about to go skydiving. I pushed him out of the plane, without a parachute on while I jumped with 1 on. We were falling into canyon that had about 2.4m of water and jagged rocks at the bottom of it. I pushed him onto the rocks, his blood spreading everywhere as I shut, but when I open them I'm the 1 that’s pinned down on the rock, sought of like the crucifixion of Jesus, except I have a jagged rock going through my heart. I’m bound together by rusted barbwire, that’s overgrown with black roses that have really sharp thorns; my blood is turning all the water around me red, yet its clear to see through as though it wasn’t there. I can see him parachuting down, and landing on a ledge, (approximately 8km above me). He’s screaming at me but I cant understand him, he doesn’t look upset or concerned, but rather confused. I can see him trying to make his way down the canyon by climbing over the edges that crumble away as he steps on them. I try to shout out to him and tell him to stop but I cant, my mouth has been sewn shut, the rock in front of me explodes and I get struck by lightening.



This dream is so confusing I have no idea what it means?????

Does it mean that im falling in love with my teacher, that I’m mad at him because he’s married to someone else, or that I’ve done something to him and I feel guilty for it?

Any advice would be greatly appreciated.

Thanks

[Gojamadar]

Hi,
You are confused about the contradictory feelings you have about your maths teacher. You must remember that it is illegal for a teacher to form romantic associations with his student. Going up to him might indicate to his collegues that you are falling for him. He does not want to put his job on the line. It is right and proper for him to report your approaches to his superiors. Nothing to do with betrayal.
If you have problems you should go to the head teacher and he/ she may refer you to a counsellor.
Your dream could have been caused by some physical upset, however falling in love with your teacher is probably the cause. Look to someone your own age.

[sunsetsunrise]

Pele, you asked if it means that you are falling in love with your teacher. Are you having romantic feelings about him? Sometimes kids kinda think teachers are hot and have a mild crush on the teacher. That sometimes can be okay. As long as it does not become intrusive in any way on any level.

You asked if it means that you feel guilty because you have done something to him. Have you done anything to him??? If you are having feelings for your teacher and its causing you to have upsetting dreams, it might be a good idea to talk to a therapist or school counselor if you do not have a therapist. Because sleep should be restful. Not disturbing for you. Know what I mean?