[greyskies]

In the recent days, I've had two dreams that have been nagging at me wherever I go. Since I can't, or don't feel like telling anyone, why not tell the public? I've been really hard trying to interpret each segment of my dreams and it's giving me a headache... -__-
These dreams seem disturbing to me, because usually my dreams are nonsense, and I've never been diagnosed with any mental illness, because I've never consulted a therapist. But, apparently my mood trackers/quizzes tell me I'm depressed all the time- but I can't rely solely on its accuracy.

1st dream: My small class somehow ended up in this labyrinth (of course I didn't know it then). We had a list of goals to complete, one which was placing some crab and fish back into its home. I held it unsteadily on a plate, and was so scared of it pinching me that I released it into this pond. Don't remember much, until I almost reach the exit when I hear my best friend calling for me. In desperation, I head onto this wide conveyor belt. Halfway there, I see hear- naked, hanging from something (it wasn't clear; but she was hanging like those dead pigs from the movie Wanted- where the guy has to shoot past the meat and onto the target.) Her legs have disappeared, and it is right here where I realize that our class has been lured into a labyrinth, and the sadistic author of it all has cameras set up everywhere to monitor our deaths/pain. I immediately wonder if she's been raped since she looks practically dead, and I clutch at the slimy roof in an attempt to keep myself from going further. It's no use. I know now that he set things up like that just to lure me back inside.
That's the end.

2nd dream: This one is less clear... but I'll try my hardest.
It's midnight, and my guy friend asks me whether I'd like to accompany him to this party- specifically for renowned engineers. Since I'm wide awake and have nothing else better to do, I agree. However, during the preparation, I break a rule(?) or commit a crime, where I voluntarily headed to this bed to allow myself to be incriminated, probably because I felt guilty. At the last minute, when I decide to escape, a worker comes and calls for her boss, because she sees me. It's too late as a whole group of women come walking out calmly from a room and constrain me to the bed. I fight as much as possible, but I can't move because they're holding me down. There's some weird equipment at the edge of the bed; I get an uneasy feeling in my stomach, not knowing what they'd do to my body. The boss smiles mischievously at me as she takes flicks a syringe. I try my hardest to say no before, with a swing of her arm, plunges it into my left arm. It stings, and I wonder if it's bleeding. But, before long, I literally feel myself getting tired, and everything fades away as I close my eyes.
I had another dream in the same night- but it was in a playground. The slides were flexible and rubbery, and it was fun sliding down because it kept bobbling up and down! My classmates were there too, but I remember feeling insecure about myself.

Well, that's it! Sorry if it wasted your time, but I just felt the need to tell somebody out there.

[Lexi232]

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No worries, it wasn't a waste!
(((((((greyskies))))))))

[greyskies]

Thanks, I'll be sure to add that