[LittleForgetMeNot]

I had a horrible dream last night. Really horrible.. It could trigger some people so.. I'm even worried about posting but it's disturbing what my mind has come up with in one sleep.. and.. I don't know.. I don't feel like I can keep it in.

This dream was one where my father was killed, and my brother, my cats and I were kidnapped/taken to an evil group home. The man who ran it was abusive, physically, emotionally and sexually. There were several other children with us there at the home but they seemed to help him run the place other than them thinking he was a horrible person.

We were only there for a night when I was too scared for my brother's safety and snapped an older woman (i think the mans wife) straight about the situation. I told her to leave with my bro to my families house. She did but the guy found out and he tried to kill me and rape me.. I don't know how I got out of that but I managed to knock him out and the other group of children suddenly realized the severity of the situation and started leaving.. I told them to take my cats and go to where my brother was or at least take good care of my pets but when I went to grab them all of them had died and turned into leaves?

After that I left but couldn't go home because the corrupt social workers and the guy who ran the group home were coming after me, and I had to leave the country and feared never see my brother again.. After all that happened the realization that I couldn't ever see my brother again and he was in the hands of strangers was too much and I woke up nearly in tears.

I don't know where this dream came from, I wasn't feeling particularly depressed or stressed out and I wasn't remembering anything bad or traumatic that happened in my life. I just fell asleep not worrying about anything and this horrible mess creeps its way into my sub-conscious.

Geezo... well... I've always been told that if it's cold in the room you'll dream of death and that's always been so for me. That's all I can say if you weren't stressed or depressed etc. Lets hope you don't have a repeat of it eh? (((LittleForgetMeNot)))