upsetting dream (may trigger; talk of s*x*al ab*s*)

I went to the dentist yesterday for ongoing dental issues. I still have a tooth that hurts, by the way, and they keep saying it's okay.

anyway, I have a crush on my dentist. He is good looking even though he has grey hair and he's older. I am 43, he is probably 50 or 60 something and I am pretty sure, like most doctors he is married. I dont' even like the idea of dating a dentist.

the dream:

I dreamt I was in his office, or was it a hospital?

He was looking at my x-rays and standing next to me; the x-ray monitor was across the way; we were standing in some kind of hallway, it was well lit and the x-rays were across from us. hmmm...

as he was looking at them, h e began to put his arm around me and kind of stroking my shoulder with his fingers.

I turned to him and said, "You know, you are really affectionate."

He looked back at me and had the coldest look on his face, and said to me, "Billi, I never meant to be like this." His arm stayed around me and his fingers sort of descended so that he was almost touching my bosom. I sort of move away from him when he did that, then his hand tried to go to my thigh.

I jumped and ran, he was running after me down that hallway and I could not run fast enough. I was so scared and desperate.

At the end, I remember calling my insurance and asking for reassignment to another dentist.

That's it.

Note: In reality, he never did this. Just in the dream.

Billi

I am bumping this topic.

I think I understand the dream now.

It was because that dentist was an a hole.

Billi