[beauflow]

I dont usually remember my dreams. But the last time I slept (for about 2 hours or less) I remembered my dream- it was quiet odd.

I was in an apartment with my mother and some other people (like 3 others that I can't say who they are). There was a scuffle and someone got shot and killed. For some reason we that were still living, as a group started to put the dead body in a sleeping bag to make it look like it was sleeping in the living room.... then my mother called the police and said that I had done it all....

I fled out side to a truck where my boyfriend was and we sat in the parking log of where the apartments were and my dad was out side- he had a bigger truck (separate from where i was) and was like going in circles in the snow (snow I remember that- no snow as yet where i am ) but it was really odd and I was explaining to my boyfriend, that my dad was trying to clear off the snow..... My dad got out of the bigger separate truck but his truck was still going in circles :0 IDK- it was odd- makes no sense but it was a dream... well the truck of my dad's then spins out of control and towards a cliff. I yell to my dad- your truck!! and point. He goes running after it, and is like trying to pull the truck from the cliff but at last falls with it.

I go running to scene and call 911, where the operator asks for my name and I pause in confusion if I should give it- due to the incident with my mother earlier in the dream.

I find it odd- usually the dreams I remember are quiet odd to me, some times really unpleasant.
This one was simi unpleasant but i think with the whole thing with the dead person and my mom calling the cops and saying that I did it, is just representation of what I don't like about her- she is conniving and will spare a baby to save her @$$ if she had to.. never tells the truth and so on....

My dad though- IDK what that means...

I have not seen my parents for years and don't talk to them.. My dad called me last June to see what was up- and was like "I Can't help you" when I just was telling him that I had back surgery.. ? wasn't asking for anything and know I did not come off as it... I think it's because the people he's living with always are asking for stuff... but see my dad is blind these days, my brother that had the phone to contact me with my number, called last July to ask if he could 'stay with me till he could get back on his feet' and I had not spoke to him in like 8 years..... so of course it was a no. So naturally I think even if this brother of mine is with my dad- think he's miffed that I did not take him in (that's why I think last June 2011- is my last call from my dad- I have not actually seen him since like 2007 though.. and calls were always few and far between).

With that all said- maybe my dream is telling me let go with the relationship with my dad.... My whole life it has been an odd relationship- Did not really know my dad till I was about 14, and even then he did not want a relationship- then at 18-20 I tried again to get a relationship and he left again..... sigh- some things are just that way though right that is what I say to try to remember it is ok- to move on... but maybe my dream was to just reconfirm it..

sorry this is long- just thoughts- hopefully a good dream will come soon

[beauflow]

I told my boyfriend about my dream. He had a good thing of what the truck spinning out of control may have represented- my mother- and as it spun out to the cliff my father still latched on to it and fell with it as he did in real life with my mother and her chaos. I found that interesting cuz made sense. My boyfriend doesn't think my dream ment to let go of my dad cuz why would i had tried to get him help in the end by calling 911 for help. Idk.

As always- think i forgot to mention in my first post of this dream. I truely think my boyfriend is symbolic in this dream and others as safety. Sittin with him in a truck talking

Just wanted to add what another saw in this dream found it interesting that he saw the big truck spinning out of control as my mom. Crazy dreams