[0HyoChan0]

I don't know if it's spelled right, but my worst fear in the world is syringes (shot things) and I had a really vivid dream about my sister. She is generally a very nice person (despite being bipolar, as I am), so this doesn't make sense at all. She was angry at me because I had done something wrong, so she was going to punish me by injecting something into my hands so that I would be able to feel/control them anymore. She told me to give her my hand, but I was scared so I grabbed the syringe and inected her twice on her hand, ecen though it hurt me like I was injecting myself. Then I ran away, only I was running realy fast, like bounding with four legs. In some places I just was stuck and couldn't move foreward, but eventually I made it somewhere which was apparently the attic of my apartment, and it was a white room with white, shiny, machinary that flashed with red and green lights. I then curled up on the floor and apparently fell asleep(?). Then I woke up, only I was still dreaming and I was still in the white room. I said, "It was just a dream," but then my mother came over and looking very grave she said, "It's not just a dream." I asked her what the stuff in the syringe was and she told me it was a chemical called expidonents, then she explained the hand-shutting-down paert of it and I asked her if my sister could still feel her hands and my mother told me it felt like a giraffe wearing socks which I took to mean barely but they were very clumsy and she would use all use of them soon. I don't remember anything after that. The dream was so vivid and scary so I ask, what does it mean?