Every time I close my eyes I see these horrific images. Really, really, really gruesome and nasty stuff. Rapes, murders, widespread destruction, wanton acts of apocalypse, depravity, hopelessness on a global scale. Every time I close my eyes all I see are the bewildered and beleaguered faces of those either on the verge of death/destruction, people who have already been brutally killed, or people who are on the verge of death from living in a world of complete lifelessness. Every time I shut my eyes all I see are the worst fates imaginable to every living person and it's really mortifying to say the least.
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