For the past few months i've been dreaming about this girl but i can't see her face. My dream started off in a market place surrounded by people. I walked alone feeling empty, but felt watched. I just kept walking around and i found myself in a small country neighberhood. I was then in a small room with her in the dark. I felt nothing but happiness and just sat on the floor holding her. I kissed her head and whisper things to her things I can't remember.She says nothing in any off my dreams but i always end up finding her. I held her in the dark for what seemed forever and a voice outside would start screaming heritic and other foul names about her. From there i always panic and tell her none of its true don't listen. I feel like Ilost control of the sitution and just want to hold her forever. But i feel like shes crying but cant see her face in the dark. All feels lost and all I want is to hold her but I feel her crumbling in my arms. In others I've watched her be bullied and tormented and can't do anything to help. I'veseen faces turn to bird skulls and scream names and watch the world blacken and all she does is stand there crying. I am always close by her but never able to help her. her face is blurred like I have no idea who it would be in my life but shes's always on my mind. But in the end she always leaves me. Next thing I know I'm awake, sad and feeling lonely and hurt. If anyone could help explain these dreams it would be really appreciated just tired of waking to a world of sadness.
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