Strange re-occuring dream for YEARS (like about 25 years).

Don't know where to start figuring WTF - not every night but since about 16 the same darn one pops in from time to time, sometimes different characters, but the base is always the same.
Nothing bad or frightening in any way - but it keeps happening, and to try looking up symbolism in dreams, almost makes this more confusing, because with other physical issue I do have, some stuff in this dream could be symbolic, or actual events - since the do have a symbolic meaning attached to them on every dream interpretation site I have seen, but due to some pysical dissabilities, it may not be symbolic, but a literal real-life possibility (in some cases maybe it has actually happened with that person, but not the same situation, but not always.)
So any clue where to start - I mean besides my own thoughts, because the more I think about it, the less I actually know about it, trust me...

Please post your dream here.

O.k., but....Well here goes nothing - oh even after all this time, I am not sure if it's one big dream, or a few small ones. But out if what I have put together. First vividly remember-able part: and this could part happen - not in this exact manner or place though:

I am in the back seat of a car (different cars, sometimes, our own, sometimes other peoples we know, sometimes, just one of unknown origin)
smoking cannabis with someone I know - I might be someone I would not even think about letting know I use that stuff in real life, perhaps even I know they would not ever, and hate the thought of any one doing that. (when I was a lot younger, like before these dreams started, I did use it recreationaly sometimes, I still do, but mostly for pain control and as an appetite stimulant now) And it is verry potent stuff too, the oder in the dream is stronger than any thing I have ever actually smoked (and I have smoked some pretty good stuff in my life). Then after getting a good buzz going (but not completely wasted) I end up with a wet diaper (that happens all the time, and has since birth - medically urinary incontinence) - and that person I was just smoking with, changes it for me right there in the car (come to think of it, it's always a female, humm, just realized that as i am typing this) Sometimes who ever it is, has done that on multiple occasions, others don't even know I have that issue - and anywhere in between - but always someone I actually know or it least have seen somewhere, at one point it was my primary care doctor doing it, another, a nurse from the ER of the hospital I use, but most of the time, either family, or a friend or neighbor. And in any case not in the backseat of a car - and still not sure just how that ends up working even though I have seen it over and over for years.


Next that seems to be very memorable:

Actually an inpatent in a medical hospital - always someone there as described above - sometimes needing a fresh diaper in the bed, but not always, the REALLY odd part there No hospital gown, or normal "street" cloths, instead I am wearing very large :infinite style cloths and I seem to get extremely thirsty quickly, but when the nurse (and it is the nurse not the CNA) brings me a drink, it's not in a cup (not sure if there is any reason I can't use a cup or not), instead it's basically a huge baby bottle with a huge nipple - and that nurse is determined I am going to drink it regardless of weather or not I would rather wait at least until I had no visitors or not. (in the dream, I seem to not care about the fact itself, just that others not involved with care at the time, would be witnessing such a thing - however not a care in the word about the cloths.)

A couple of things come to mind, one is that I have been told when you dream about things like being thirsty or needing a restroom it is a physical need at that time. Mouths get dry when we sleep.... My opinion on the other is that it is something you feel guilty about and embarrassed and it presents in your dreams (bedwetting). Even though it is a medical condition you can do nothing about it bothers you. I imagine the smoking is related to a craving just like food, alcohol, or tobacco, your body wants it and is trying to let you know.... I am not a doctor so these are just educated guesses, I have done dream analysis research also in the past. Hope this helps.

Interesting thought - not really sure about it in full but interesting thought - any other ideas?