[Pegasister17]

Ok, so I have had this crush on a guy for about 6 months now and he started to appear in all of my dreams. Every time I tried to forget about him, the dreams ended up having him in them! I would love if someone knew what this one particular dream meant... He also has a girlfriend, making this even worse....
The dream starts out with me sitting on my basement couch alone. I look over to the tv and see in the reflection that he is standing behind the couch and looking down at me. I smiled at him and he hoped over the couch and sat next to me. We sat there awkwardly, so he puts his arms around me and we cuddle. He must have noticed that I felt nervous because he began to nuzzle me gently. I remember feeling extremely happy. All that changed..
He pushes me down onto the couch and pins my arms down so that I can't move. I gave him a look that I felt uncomfortable. He didn't seem to care as he pulled down my jeans and his pants and tried to take away my virginity (I'm a virgin in real life and not in a relationship). It was very painful and he had a hard time. Then he started to complain as to why..well...it wasn't going in. When he got it in, I screamed and woke up.
Why I had that disturbing dream, I would love to know.

[Thunder Bow]

Were you ever Violated as a young child??

[Pegasister17]

Originally Posted by Thunder Bow

Were you ever Violated as a young child??

No, I was never violated. I just started to have these creepy dreams involving my former crush.

[Meisjes]

perhas you have a fear of being raped, would like to trust but can't because of this fear? or you're having fantasies about this guy but at gut level wonder if he might assault you? a wild guess is all.