[Jbee]

This morning I dreamt of my diseased Grandma who passed in November of 2009. She raised me and was more like a mother figure. I was very involved in the last years of her life and sacrificed a lot to be by her side. I wasn't there when she died.
I've not had one dream of her since before she passed. In my dream I am in a train station that is very clean. The train comes and she is standing looking like the younger version of herself from when I was a child. She is speaking, but not to me. She says she can't go anywhere, except to Hunt's Point (a notoriously bad part of the Bronx which I'm not sure she ever went to). She gets on the subway at a different door than I do but I can see her. She is sitting with a dark stranger and is laying down now because she can't support herself to sit up. She is screaming in pain and I hear her thoughts "Where's Jennifer?? Where's Jennifer?? Where's Don??" (Myself and my father). She's scared and screaming out and I can't move to her. I wake up in tears.
What does this mean? I've been wishing to dream of her in the past 3 years and never did. Now this unhappy dream is the first?

[Thunder Bow]

You must have been experiencing a sense of helplessness when you were caring for your Grandmother. In today's time, you may be experiencing another sense of helplessness. Look in real time to see what you feel helpless about right now. Where are you headed in real life?