[Confused213]

Well, as a kid, I had this dream all the time. Recently, it came back.

I figured I should write it down so maybe I or someone else can understand.

So...here:

It's animated. 2D cartoon. That's the first thing.
It changes a bit. I think there are 2 versions. I'll write both.

In the first, I'm crying, but enjoying what is going on.
I'm saying no, but I actually like it.

Details, details.
Okay.
This is harder than I thought.

I'm laying on a table, 50 feet high, strapped down.
The man is far away, controlling these wires and hands that are going in both of my holes down there.
I'm peeing everywhere and I can't stop.
I'm crying.
He's saying, "what's wrong? What's wrong? What's wrong?"

His hair is crazy. He's a doctor.
I didn't realize until this post that there were two versions;
Here is the other:

I'm on the table, still.
Instead of the man being far away, he's up very close.
Instead of machines putting things and hands in me, he is.
Except it was his own hands.
He's laughing, I'm crying.
Then he asks, "what's wrong? What's wrong? What's wrong?"

I can't say anything. I'm just sitting there, taking it all without protest.

I was about 3-7 when I would have these dreams, but I never told anyone because I knew they were somehow twisted.

WEIRDER STILL.
I also dreamt that bugs were coming out of my vagina.
A few times, I had dreams about beanie babies performing cunnilingus.

Uggghh. I was so twisted.

I don't know how to take these dreams.

What do you all think?

Most of us are kind of twisted. It's said that we are all the people in our dreams. If you think about it there has to be some truth in that. Who else would be acting the parts if not us.
Do you know what it is you're enjoying?

[Thunder Bow]

Were you Molested by your Father as a Child? These dreams may be more a memory than a made up dream. Try to remember your childhood. Therapy will be helpful in your case.