[HealingNSuffering]

This puzzles me, I must sleep like crap, I'm lucky if I get a good nights rest once a month, I had a few bad dreams last night. The first one involved my infidelity, I was trying to have two beautiful women at the same time and it didn't work out so well. It started with one woman who I was very interested in, then another one came along and seduced me, then the lights shined on my dark secret and they found out about each other, needless to say it was some drama after that. The second one involved me losing my temper and actually murdering a couple of children, this was the most stressful out of the nightmares. The children were obviously not mine, I was in my old city neighborhood and they were some little gangsters who came up to me starting drama and making death threats against me saying they were going to burn my house down. I should not have taken them seriously because they were children but they triggered the angry inner child in me and I lost control. I stomped on them until they were squashed into the ground like roadkill, my friend who was there didn't stop me either, then we had to figure out how to get rid of the bodies. We were either going to put them in the ground, or burn them in the fire. I woke up stressed in the middle of the night after this one with a guilty conscience. The third one involved me relapsing on drugs again.

What I think the dream or my unconscious mind was trying to show me, is that I have poor impulse control. I can often act on impulse and regret my actions later, because these kind of actions often have serious consequences.

[Thunder Bow]

You are no longer suduced by the need to do drugs. You also got rid of bad childish feelings. You felt guilty. You fear you may be going backwards. But you are not.

[HealingNSuffering]

Thanks Thunder Bow, I appreciate your insights on this series of bad dreams.