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Old Oct 12, 2013, 01:15 AM
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I had a horrible all to real feeling kinda dream the other night. I am used to having wierd drwams but this, this was different. It started out as me being a young teenager. I was visiting a nearby vacation spot that is always packed in Summer months. This area is in real life close to my home. I began finding myself wondering from motel room to motel room. The background of the visual of the motel literally looked like something off Super Mario brothers with these huge mushrooms outside each window.

In going from room to room, I found myself looking for something. Of course that 'real life' part of my conscience was wondering what it was. Aling my way and a train ride later, I arrives at a town that had rooms for the night.

There was a young gentleman who kinda of in a way, looked like my first husband. He was very handsome but there was a very strange feeling of tension between us as well as a good sexual vibe.

Then out of the blue, one of my large dogs pops in the picture. I am trying to hide him in these rooms. And the gentleman who WAS young, had startex aging. We were arguing about something that made no sense. I decided to take the dog for a walk.

On my walk, my dog got loose from his leash and got caught in a barb wire fence. Rain consumed the whole dark night. It was if I were sitting back and seeing lighting and rain coming down like it does in the movies.
I couldnt find my dog and then my second dog appeared. But she turned from a lab to a english bulldog. Wondering around this isolated area where this hotel was I stumbled upin a house. An old victorian house. The man that had aged to his mid years was inside.

We were getting aling fine until he told me I should walk the dog, come back in and say my goodbyes. On a slender couch sat his mother. Smoothly wrinkled and pale. She began talking to me and as she was the middle age man had now turned to his late years. But he was beginning to turn what I would call a burnt to dark brown skin. I could zee his skin tightining around his bones. The more he aged the more his skin became leather like.

His mother told me to hurry and take my dogs home. While I was trying to leave this oder man was now flashing from room to room. Like a ghostly aperition. A big hole started consuming the living room floor.
At that time the leather man had said some curse words toward me and to get my dogs or I would be sorry. His mother proceeded in telling me it woukd be wise by now to move on and come get my dogs in the morning. I didnt listen and the dogs escaped once again from their leash. I had thought they had fleed outside. But they had not.

In the large hole in the living room, one of my pets laid in it and was mangled far worse than I have ever witnessed or seen a car do damage to an animal. I reached around for the other dog when I felt my hand touching his (the dog) head. I could literally feel his swollen face and in the center of his forhead was a hyge gash. His head had been spkit open but he was still hanging on to life. He was twitching and jerking, moaning and yelping out in pain. I tried to find a gun and when I did find it, the leather man had picked my dog uo from the fire place he had now laid in. He crushed his body into pieces before my eyes.
The gun suddenly appeared in my hands and I shot him. He shrivled up to nothibg and in the meantime his mother was wilting away herself.

and then, snap! i woke up

sorry for the spelling. very hard to tyoe without spell check and the fact I am doing this from my phone.

Any explanations?
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