[Dapigu]

I used to have very clear, prophetic dreams throughout my earlier years, but as I stopped listening to them I stopped remembering my dreams completely until about 6 years ago when they started back, and 3 years ago when they came back with a very clear energy message - it began again with a dream of a crystal ship, my relatives and ancestors, waiting for me to move on. And it has been a crazy ride since.

However there are many dreams where I would really love some outside input - the symbolism is either vague or ... I just simply think perhaps I'm not seeing it as it is.

So if anyone has thoughts on this dream (and its a long one), I would love to hear them:

I'm in a very small house, in a small bedroom, sleeping amidst others - mostly teenage girls it seems, when I wake up and feel that it's time for the others to wake up and go as well, so I turn the volume up on the TV. They all wake up and leave the house, I can hear them chattering outside.
I move in to the living area of the house, it feels so cold I search for a heater and discover the a/c unit is also a heater - while I try to figure out how to turn it up I sense that behind the grill/vent of the unit there is something alive, and that if I pay it any attention it will show itself. I'm both scared and intrigued, curious to know, but I decide to turn away and walk over to another area.
This area is both outside and inside, there are birds hopping along amidst the dirt, rocks and bits of seeds here. I say hello, how are you today to one of the birds and I'm not expecting it but one responds, says he's doing quite well today, thank you. It comes to me that they've understood me all along and I just wasn't listening very well, or open to them. I wonder if they'll come closer to me, and slowly (almost hesitate) open my right hand to the bird, who comes right over and jumps up. I then open my left hand and he moves to that one, even settles in, I can feel his warm bird belly and the life flowing through him - I'm thankful they trust me as much as they do, such small bodies to feel such big faith.
I head over to a bed that is close by, I'm tired and I don't feel like .. thinking much right now. So I climb in and crawl up amongst the blankets. The bird doesn't like this much and is outside the blankets, picking at them, pecking at my face gently to get me to wake up. I get up out of bed and as I do I see over the kitchen area there is a strange white web, dangling from the ceiling, more like a cocoon web.
I get closer and see that there is a large, huge, white spider with black spots, eating a black rodent and has wrapped it and another spider up in its webbing. I am shocked and scared, at the presence of both the spider and the rodent. I try to call out for help, I know I must, but my voice is so soft it can hardly be heard. So I try again, I scream this time, it too comes out a bit more subdued than normally it should, but some people seem to hear it. I Call out this time, a bit louder, clearer for help, and a bunch of people come running in, including an older man.
As I do this the spider and its prey fall to the floor, the spider seems distracted, trying to make sure it's prey is wrapped up still, so I go to find a bowl or container to trap it in; by the time I get back though one of the younger folks but both the spider and its prey under some clear glass bowls. We are trying to figure out what to do at this point, when I look up at the ceiling vents (this room has become quite huge now) and see 8 or 9 more large white spiders (all with black dots) come pouring in to the room.
The older man says we should spray with a chemical to kill them off, it's what they did in the past here. But I don't want to use the chemicals in my house, I'm worried they will kill not only the spiders (who haven't harmed me yet) but also the other animals here, including the new bird friends of mine. And the spiders so far have only eaten the rodents and other spiders. However I see that they will quickly take over, in fact as I look around I see they've been here a long time, the ceiling is covered in these strange long, white strands of webs (they remind me of hanging moss), and they will only create more soon.
I tell my friend/partner? that it's time to go, to gather up the valuables (not financial, but personally valuable, this is clear) and get ready to go. I try to think through what I most want to take and how I can quickly grab it and leave. It's time to move on.


Now, I have my own sense of this dream, after the last few years of messages from my guides being of letting go, but I feel there is perhaps another message I'm not catching as I'd like to...

[Thunder Bow]

Yes, it is time for you to move on. In life. You are leaving the spiders, prey, and all behind.You took the important things you have with you.

[Eyes of Blue]

It may come as a shock to many people to learn that all dreams are prophetic. It is just a question of whether the dream will manifest in its physical form or be experienced on an emotional level. Many dreams will manifest only after many years have passed. God is very far seeing but Satan is not (because he exists at a lower spiritual level).

The small house indicates using a mental attitude or way of thinking that involves a belief system that is very limited. This also means there is a limited consciousness and degree of self awareness. You have been in a very unaware position in a personal situation (in a bedroom -sleeping) resting completely at ease with some very emotional thinking. (girls) When coming to a greater state of awareness (wake up) you feel it is time to leave this way of thinking. To induce the more rebellious or emotionally unsettled aspect of yourself (teenage girls) to leave this limited way of thinking, you make the idea of listening to conscious fantasy heard more loudly. (turn up volume on the TV)

Where this limited mental attitude provides room for thinking/ideas that could be quite livable (the living area of the house), it gives the impression of being very negative. (feels cold) The a/c unit indicates that higher logic can work in your mind to help you keep your cool as well as make a situation seem more positive (as a heater) if need be. The something alive would suggest a living animal representing an irrational emotional aspect of yourself which could seem protected by this mechanism. Where your thinking/ideas seem livable, there is no clear distinction between what belongs to reality and what belongs to human delusions and illusions. (area both outside and inside) It is in this area that that spiritual feelings and concepts are seen. (birds) The communication with the bird indicates that in your own mind, your emotional nature where it pertains to spiritual feelings has become quite rational. [The only problem here, is that God did not design animals to be able to converse with us. Only in your own “Dream World” where too much imagination and wishful thinking is being used would this be seen as possible. There is a lack of reality here.] The spiritual concepts you are using {perhaps referring to the issue of prophesy}, while it does relate to God’s side (bird jumps up onto right hand) it comes to rest on the left hand – Satan’s side. It is via the left side that you sense so strongly the living quality of your spiritual feelings.

Getting into bed amongst the blankets would imply warming to – favouring – a position of unawareness yet an instinctive spiritual feeling would have you wake up, i.e. come to a greater state of awareness. In a situation involving making plans for future enjoyment (kitchen area) there seems evidence of some illusion (web) The cocoon would usually suggest a transformation in emotional nature yet here the occupant of the cocoon is the prey of the spider. This would suggest the transformation actually comes when one feeling lives at the expense of another. The spider represents another emotional aspect of your own nature – one giving you the ability or inclination to self deception. The rodent is a gnawing animal representing an aspect of your emotional nature which may incline you to persistent worry. Here self delusion is seen to be nurtured by worry. While this is shocking, your emotional nature (the body) does not make it easy for you to call for help.

While there is seen to be a failing in the idea of worry feeding self delusions (spider and prey fall to the floor), a less wise aspect of your thinking (one of the younger folks) would just keep the situation under observation. (under glass) The feeling of possibly deceiving yourself is now seen to have intensified. (more spiders) The feeling is very important (large) and reflects much innocence and a lack of knowledge. (white) The self deception shows an indication of a negative imperfection (black spots) A wiser aspect of your mind (older man) would have you terminate this ability to self deceive. (kill them off) You object since you sense no harm to yourself but mainly because the birds – your spiritual feelings or concepts – would also be terminated as well. It is time to move on from your present mental attitude and way of thinking.