[Daeva]

Lately I've been a bit suicidal. And last night I had dreams in graphic detail and vividness about me dying. You know I thought of the song Mad World where one of the lines is, "Funny how the dreams in which i'm dying are the best I've ever had."

However, in them I was terrified, desperate, in great despair and pain. The first dream this guy was mad at me and he had control of all large vehicles, specifically fire trucks and ambulances and would send them out to kill me, I would have to run away from them in order to survive. They'd barely miss me. Then it ended with me getting shot to death while protecting a little girl. The second one was me being hunted by this serial rapist and him wanting to be a serial killer and wanting me to be his first victim, thankfully I woke before that one ended. I woke up my body was stiff, tense and my muscles sore and hurting