[dmhobbit]

My past has come back to me thanks to Prazosin... I take it to avoid PTSD nightmares. I had a good sleep last night and drempt that I made it all the way to a BMX Pro and was racing, jumping, manualing like there was no tomorrow.

I used to be in my past a really good almost beginner Pro on a bmx bike back in the early 90's, but due to injuries had to quit but I still ride a bmx bike to this day. I guess the dream was an unconscious internal longing to ride bmx fearless, like i used to back in the day. I don't have these dreams often but when i do i never crash or wreck... i ride as smooth as the best pros on the supercross circuit. Unfortunately this dream i ran out of money to buy some bike parts and a friend "lifted the parts" and I picked them off a shelf and then I was in trouble for stealing unless i gave them back (which i did)... strange since I never stole things in real life except maybe the occasional bank pen or work supplies...

Oh well, back to work on the farm. Just thought I'd post something about a *mostly* positive dream. I had been suffering for months from PTSD related nightmares and hauntings in my dreams Prazosin has finally started working for me but it just sucks being on six psych meds and 2 blood pressure/hypertension meds. That's all I got.

~ dmhobbit ~

[Travelinglady]

Dreams can be really something wild. It sounds to me like you really wish you could go back into racing, even enough to think of stealing to get your bike fixed. At least you can live out your wishes in your dreams.

[RTerroni]

I have had dreams like that happen all of the time before, when I was playing all different kinds of sports professionally, but I know that will never happen with me in real life.

[happiedasiy]

[QUOTE=dmhobbit;3736652]My past has come back to me thanks to Prazosin... I take it to avoid PTSD nightmares. I had a good sleep last night and drempt that I made it all the way to a BMX Pro and was racing, jumping, manualing like there was no tomorrow.

I used to be in my past a really good almost beginner Pro on a bmx bike back in the early 90's, but due to injuries had to quit but I still ride a bmx bike to this day. I guess the dream was an unconscious internal longing to ride bmx fearless, like i used to back in the day. I don't have these dreams often but when i do i never crash or wreck... i ride as smooth as the best pros on the supercross circuit. Unfortunately this dream i ran out of money to buy some bike parts and a friend "lifted the parts" and I picked them off a shelf and then I was in trouble for stealing unless i gave them back (which i did)... strange since I never stole things in real life except maybe the occasional bank pen or work supplies...

Oh well, back to work on the farm. Just thought I'd post something about a *mostly* positive dream. I had been suffering for months from PTSD related nightmares and hauntings in my dreams Prazosin has finally started working for me but it just sucks being on six psych meds and 2 blood pressure/hypertension meds. That's all I got.

FREE and FEARLESS flying through the air, nothing compares to the motocross
circuit, until you wreck your bones. Its good to have a great dreams, its something you can still enjoy on some level. do you have kids ?
H.