I had a dream last night that I was in my old bedroom where I slept as a child until I was a teenager. I was standing on the mirror looking at myself and putting on makeup.. True enough it was my own reflection but it wasn't me...it was an image of what I often fantasize my alter ego to be or in other terms who my alter ego really is. The thing about it is that me and my alter ego are opposite and it is someone I actually was once upon a time until I had a traumatic experience so since then I've been suppressing it. Lately I have been feeling myself going back to that person because of I've been feeling lately that people have been taking my kindness for weakness. This is the reason I've joined this forum as well as my username. My alter ego is an extrovert, outgoing, quick tempered, kinda provocative, has a bad attitude and doesn't fear anything. Outside my alter ego I am an introvert, loner, let things slide and holds it in until I'm tired, very conservative and reserve, and has anxiety issues. This dream that I had really opened my eyes. This is something I do not express to people at all because they wouldn't understand at all but hopefully someone who is reading this does.
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