Dreams?

Is what i've heard true? Do people really control their own dreams? Sometimes I realize I'm dreaming and am able to wake myself up. However, this time that's not the case. I dreamt that there were these two girl on a balcony and they were arguing about something I wasn't sure what they were arguing about until it all happened. One of them was saying that she didn't want to do it, or something to that affect, and the other was trying to convince her to do it..gave her reason that I don't recall...so she did it. Next thing I know she climbed off the balcony and I heard a really distinct pop. Then after that the other girl climbed up and sat on the railing and fell of backwards, once again I heard another pop..this time two? It was like I had a front row seat I was right across the balcony from them..further into the dream I remember looking up and it was a really tall circular building, and even further in there was a party of sorts for the two girls? Not that any of that is important.Anyways, I had this dream last night..and I got to thinking maybe this is me. You know my inner self arguing back and fourth about whether or not I should do it, and by it if you aren't following I'm referring to killing myself. I've..well I don't know. I've been.. I don't know the more I think about it it's like I can see the girls looking at me, but with distorted faces..evil faces. I apologize in advance if this isn't where posts like this go. I really wasn't sure where to put it?

their is a forum for sleep issues and dreams further down the list, (where more people may reply)

i don't know the answer to your question, unfortunately

but i hope that you find it

If you have a recurring dream, it is possible to change the outcome by thinking about what you would like to happen in the dream, just before going to sleep. But the issue I see here is actually that you feel suicidal, please seek help for this.