[angelicwings]

Trigger warning: child sexual abuse, hospitals, overdosing

alright i keep having these dreams that i used to have when i was 9-13 years old? i keep dreaming of me as a little child (like 3-6 years old) getting molested by middle-aged men. it's so disgusting.

not only that, but my nightmares involving my past OD are almost a recurrent thing every night lately. i keep dreaming of me overdosing and then having the nasogastric tube down my nose, it feels so real.

i always wake up super confused and sick and i just wish they'd stop?

[Thunder Bow]

Repressed memories and a real life situation where you feel you had a tube shoved up your nose feeding these feelings. You are recalling somethings from your past in this dream. Maybe triggered by something in real life. Are you doing therapy?

[angelicwings]

Originally Posted by Thunder Bow

Repressed memories and a real life situation where you feel you had a tube shoved up your nose feeding these feelings. You are recalling somethings from your past in this dream. Maybe triggered by something in real life. Are you doing therapy?

thank you so much for answering Thunder. it's a bit complicated. i used to go to therapy, on and off, until i gave it up. i felt like it wasn't helping me much?