[Mysterious_Lion]

Hey I need advice on these dreams kinda really disturbed me & sorry not much great detail, last week had these dreams about death and murder that really disturbed me and I rarely have dreams about death and murder.

1st dream 1st day,I had was I still living in my parents home (I been out of my parents for 5 years) I had 2 siblings (irl I have no siblings) in the dream not sure if had much to do with it, I remember seeing this man in my dream coming at me smiling, it blanked out like my mind won't let me see murdering a person but I knew I did it but accident I think it was and hid the body under wooden floors (irl again my parents don't have wooden floorr) afterwards the whole dream mainly trying not be found out and how to live with my self killing someone like I was in shock about the death mainly my sibling knew but told no one acted like it was nothing me on the other hand trying to keep it together.

2nd dream 2nd day,Me and my partner were strolling on my partners day off in front of his work on the street it was beauitful summer hot day, though the atmosphere vibe was strange, we suddenly saw our friend across the road smiling happily than suddenly a white jeep comes by and shoots people on the side of the street I was on seeing people get murdered and me and my partner were fine as in no bullet wounds and seeing our friend run up to them and all the sudden gets even more weirder and sickening our friend gets shot but as my friend get shot he lays on the ground laughing while blood pours out of him, I turned to my partner it was like its his body but wasn't him no more he starts laughing with my friend I turn around all I see is dead bodies no shooters just a ghost town, I just woke up trying to wrap my head of the dream.

[Thunder Bow]

All the people in your dream are just parts of yourself. In the 1st dream you were changing inside yourself. You killed a part of yourself and hid it from your view. This is a form of denial. As you change inside yourself, you are trying to keep it together. This actually could be a positive dream of personal transformation. Accept your personal transformation.

The 2nd dream is a follow up of the 1st one. More change. The part of your life that you left behind is just a ghost town.

[Gojamadar]

Hi,
Dreams are created by the subconscious to do certain tasks during the sleep.
The subconscious tries to keep the sleeper from waking up before he/she gets enough sleep, however most dreams end by waking the sleeper.
The subconscious uses different waking elements with each sleeper according to his/her personal experiences.
Your dreams were roughly based on your personal problems. In waking life when you're down you often have murderous thoughts but feel guilty about them ofterwards. It is quite natural! In the first dream your subconscious used the feeling of guilt as the final waking element.
In the second dream your bipollar nature, the up and down emotions of literally loughing and crying at the same time was the waking element.
You need these strange dreams when you feel down, or if you taken antidepressants before the sleep.
Regarding the content of the dream; the subconscious can create dreams out of it own creative ablity.

[Mysterious_Lion]

Originally Posted by Gojamadar

Hi,
Dreams are created by the subconscious to do certain tasks during the sleep.
The subconscious tries to keep the sleeper from waking up before he/she gets enough sleep, however most dreams end by waking the sleeper.
The subconscious uses different waking elements with each sleeper according to his/her personal experiences.
Your dreams were roughly based on your personal problems. In waking life when you're down you often have murderous thoughts but feel guilty about them ofterwards. It is quite natural! In the first dream your subconscious used the feeling of guilt as the final waking element.
In the second dream your bipollar nature, the up and down emotions of literally loughing and crying at the same time was the waking element.
You need these strange dreams when you feel down, or if you taken antidepressants before the sleep.
Regarding the content of the dream; the subconscious can create dreams out of it own creative ablity.

I found out a month ago went to a psychologist again he believes I have Anxiety and depression though I suffer more the depressive side he not going to dismiss the idea of bipolar but he believes I am not manic that though I did not understand but I rather believe him. I been on anti depressants but these dreamed I am completely off them before the dreams proberly 2 weeks before I had been on prozac and epilim for many months but the psych said that many haven't been working so I decided to go off completely try to deal without them cause the side effects were worse than the positives my anxiety was the worse each time I was on a different med with out it my panic attacks don't come much my depression is sucky but I think I am coping I guess some days are bad some days I guess are okay.

[Mysterious_Lion]

Originally Posted by Thunder Bow

All the people in your dream are just parts of yourself. In the 1st dream you were changing inside yourself. You killed a part of yourself and hid it from your view. This is a form of denial. As you change inside yourself, you are trying to keep it together. This actually could be a positive dream of personal transformation. Accept your personal transformation.

The 2nd dream is a follow up of the 1st one. More change. The part of your life that you left behind is just a ghost town.

A friend said something similar I think I have but question I don't know who I am identity wise, I find my self dull and boring still but I think I am just accepting I never be academicly smart.

[Thunder Bow]

Originally Posted by Mysterious_Lion

A friend said something similar I think I have but question I don't know who I am identity wise, I find my self dull and boring still but I think I am just accepting I never be academicly smart.

This post sort of shows a form self murder. Be more accepting of yourself. Dreams are mirrors that you can learn from.