[kotaha14]

Alright, it's 2 in the morning, Tokyo time. Can't sleep as usual, so in order to kill time, I'm going to share my rough nights recently.

So, I'm recently expereancing a very unstable sleep and often watch really weird dream, particularly after the second sleep in the morning.

Two days ago, I saw a very specific and detailed dream about myself being arrested by the Tokyo Metropolitan Police Dept. for false accusations. All the processes of the arrest and the integration were very realistic. I was separated from my parents and locked into a cold cell with concrete floor, rotten mattress and a thin blanket with mites all over the place, itching myself like hell. Although I was supposed to be released in a single day, due to something I said during the integration, my custody was extended for another two days. The funny thing about this is that there were nothing dramatic. Just plain integration, very realistic though. By the way, my charge were dropped. Nothing dramatic though, as it happens all the time...

Yesterday, I, somehow was walking from Tokyo to Nagoya(which is over 500 km) with my club activity peers (non fiction). Somehow in the middle of the journey, we rent a car (for a unknown reason) and drove a dirt road for hours in steep slope with super dense bamboo forest on both side during the dusk while the sky were majesticly red. On the top, it was a giant volcano crater with a giant high quality hotel complex with food court and glass observation deck. We can look down from the smoky hill the Pacific Ocean. We watched the sun set while I ate dinner. My dream was inturupted after I attempted entering my room.

It was 5 am and the sun was rising, since I couldn't sleep further due to brightness, I went downstairs and tried to sleep at a diffrent room since I was only sleeping for about three hours. I fell asleep at 8 am and couldn't wake up until 11 am. Since then, I feel very tired and sleepy as I cannot distinguish between night and day.

Now, I still can't sleep....

[Thunder Bow]

The first dream may relate to a real life situation where someone was bugging you with accusations. Took awhile for you to get out of it. The second dream may to your personal growth and progress in life. A journey of healing and growing. Finding a new place in life.