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i keep having a dream that everyone i ever cared about is dead. not my current friends, but everyone from my past. all my ex-boyfriends and ex-girlfriends. all my old childhood friends. and all their death dates are around the time i stopped knowing them. and in my dream, im looking through a newspaper, in my kitchen, and i see my father's obituary. then im suddenly in a cemetary, and all the parents, friends, lovers, etc. of my dead friends are standing above their graves, staring at me. they are holding knives or guns. then i look down at myself, and im covered in blood. when i look back up, all the people are gone, but the graves are all dug up, and i walk past them, looking in. the coffins are open and all the bodies are horribly torn apart and bloodied. their eyes and mouths are wide open, and they are covered in bugs. then im standing on a hill in the center of the cemetary, covered in blood, holding a knife in my left hand, and a gun in my right. then i life the gun and all my friends, my family, and my boyfriend are standing their in front of me. i pepper them all with the gun, killing them all. my mother and boyfriend are the last to die. before my mother dies my mother says "i always knew you would end up like this,(my birth name), i couldnt even try to help you." and my boyfriend says "you can still change,(my chosen name), i wanted to help you." then i slit my own throat and i bleed so much, but dont die. what does this mean?
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May 30, 2017, 10:22 AM
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