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For background, I am a scientist.
I dreamt I was working in a lab. I was working or a personal experiment, hiding it from others. The lab supervisor found my experiment locked in my cabinet was that I had the world's most poisonous, and illegal, critter (don't know if was a bug, goo, etc.). I promised to dispose of it but instead chose to keep it and take it home. Any thoughts.
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"I already said too much. I already shared too much, and I want all my secrets back. I hate getting close to people these days, I always regret sharing too much, caring too much, doing too much, feeling too much." Suicidal Ideation, Severe GAD, Major Depressive Disorder, Dysthymia, Reverse Seasonal Affective Disorder, Sexual Dysfunction, CEN, mild OCD Bupropion 450 mg Buspirone 60 mg Trazodone 200 mg Effexor 225 mg ![]() |
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Did you think it was poisonous? That's the key.
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I feel like it was poisonous, and I had to keep it locked away in an oversized petri dish. It was like an amorphous fat furry millipede.
Odd because I rarely even remember my dreams, and this one so vividly. But then I am a biologist trained specifically in entomology. I should bring it up with my therapist. But she might think I'm crazy (wait, that boat has already sailed).
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"I already said too much. I already shared too much, and I want all my secrets back. I hate getting close to people these days, I always regret sharing too much, caring too much, doing too much, feeling too much." Suicidal Ideation, Severe GAD, Major Depressive Disorder, Dysthymia, Reverse Seasonal Affective Disorder, Sexual Dysfunction, CEN, mild OCD Bupropion 450 mg Buspirone 60 mg Trazodone 200 mg Effexor 225 mg ![]() |
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The Millipede may represent a part of yourself, that you are keeping hidden from others, and decided to keep it as part of you.
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I hate dreams and art. My brain is (or rather, was) wired for scientific evaluations. It doesn't do well with right-brained stuff.
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"I already said too much. I already shared too much, and I want all my secrets back. I hate getting close to people these days, I always regret sharing too much, caring too much, doing too much, feeling too much." Suicidal Ideation, Severe GAD, Major Depressive Disorder, Dysthymia, Reverse Seasonal Affective Disorder, Sexual Dysfunction, CEN, mild OCD Bupropion 450 mg Buspirone 60 mg Trazodone 200 mg Effexor 225 mg ![]() |
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Interesting dream
Something you're working on secretly: therapy? sorting out feelings/experiences? Perhaps you have a worry that letting certain things out might be harmful or poisonous to others. Things that need to be kept hidden, you feel, and carefully kept. You cannot throw it away - perhaps because it's simply part of yourself as Thunder Bow mentioned, or perhaps because it gives you power by keeping it. I would look at how you felt about keeping it. Sentimental? Like you had a secret weapon? Frightened? Serious? Protective? |
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