Last night I had a dream, I had a pistol in my hands wich I remember taking or stealing from someone or something (I don’t really remember that..). And then I killed everyone in my house. I did’t want to but it felt really good so I kept on doing it ‘till I was alone. I don’t know who I “killed” because I didn’t see any faces. I have these dreams since about 2 years, when I got bullied by a few people. I dreamed about killing the 3 worse guys with heavy weapons. And I also do not have these dreams daily, but only about once a week.
Ofcourse I have never killed anyone in real life. I just turned 14 years old and ofcourse I’m not going to kill anyone. When I’m awake I don’t want to kill people and I don’t want to hurt people. Though I really hate those 3 people who bullied me, they are the whole reason why I’m suicidal.
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stupid human race
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